The question of quitting my job has been popping out more frequently than i had expected for the past few weeks... I have been thinking hard, real HARD about it!
I have always enjoyed working... the power to spend, the dressing up to work & of cos, meeting people from all walks of life. Although i don't need this job desparately (no need to feed anyone but i think my mum will hit the roof if i am going to cut her allowance) but its always good to be able to have more money.
However, this job really drains me mentality and emotionally... I hate all the politics that are floating around in the office. It really disgust me to see such unfair treatment going on just because N is related to someone BIG in the office.
Looking after their own kid for the first few years of their life was something most mummies would dream and hope for. However, it doesn't appeal to me as much as it does to Walker! Ha, its just too bad that he is the one with the higher income. I feel gulity whenever i see Kaeden's smile and it hurts me to see Kaeden being more attached to Daddy.. (I know i deserve it though)
So now i am trapped... very trapped.. especially after Walker so happily supported my changed of job to be a housewife... How how how???
I have always enjoyed working... the power to spend, the dressing up to work & of cos, meeting people from all walks of life. Although i don't need this job desparately (no need to feed anyone but i think my mum will hit the roof if i am going to cut her allowance) but its always good to be able to have more money.
However, this job really drains me mentality and emotionally... I hate all the politics that are floating around in the office. It really disgust me to see such unfair treatment going on just because N is related to someone BIG in the office.
Looking after their own kid for the first few years of their life was something most mummies would dream and hope for. However, it doesn't appeal to me as much as it does to Walker! Ha, its just too bad that he is the one with the higher income. I feel gulity whenever i see Kaeden's smile and it hurts me to see Kaeden being more attached to Daddy.. (I know i deserve it though)
So now i am trapped... very trapped.. especially after Walker so happily supported my changed of job to be a housewife... How how how???
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